Friday, September 23, 2005
3 down 7 to go. finished english compo today. thought i wrote a whole bunch of crap and all. so irritating. didn't have any ideas to write in a story form so wrote like explanation text littat. and worst thing is that liu's story is super good. bet that after reading liu's story she might just fail me. oh no! seriously! i mean i totally think i wrote crap. i hope that its good enough for a decent mark although am already prepared to fail it.
mep practical today too! really scared and nervous. practise was good but then when i went into the room to play the piece i totally freaked out and all. i got nervous and my hands were shaking. then it was so bad that after the thing she said that i should think about switching guitar as first instru. i just hope that my guitar can pull me up. i need a change in teacher. john soh is super going really slow. now all we do in lesson is just play the exam pieces and scales. and then nothing more. thinks will ask him for more songs that i can try to play and then maybe i'll be ready for the time occ wants to see me next year. i wanna do well in guitar. anyone who knows of good guitar teachers please recommend. thanks. :)