Tuesday, August 05, 2008
i realise that it has been eons since my last post and so much has been going on. but i feel inspired today. ahahaha.
i've been really enlightened lately. just today i found out that i wasn't the only one. and for that i'm actually quite glad. freaked myself out quite badly and my mind was totally confused. but now i know that it doesn't mean a thing. thank goodness.
i think my pw is quite screwed. the nea interview totally just freaked me out. made me think about what is going to happen if we don't succeed. and the proposal just gets totally rejected. i'm quite scared actually. seeing people chionging over tutorials, assignments and projects. just makes me kinda think that i'm not doing enough. 40 days man. 40 days. i am so screwed.
(i miss you. i'm meeting you tmr but i can't help but feel guilty that you've been back for almost 2 weeks and i haven't had the time to meet you. everytime you ask me out, i always have something on and i feel so bad. i'm sorry. see you tmr. (: )