Saturday, February 20, 2010pin your wings down if it's over now pin your wings down just take a chance somehow.
guess there's no way to avoid it and change the fact that its coming. my whole ploy trying to just not think about it worked up to this point but just like great friends do, they bring you back down to earth. and in some cases the deepest darkest places in hell. i dont deny that i'm really really scared and that i think i will break down totally and completely when i get my them. i just hope i dont embarrass myself too much. this is an advanced warning to those who will see me in school on that day. ask me that question and be prepared for a bucketload of tears or just no answer from me at all. if you dont find me around, dont try to find me.
i have half the mind to meet the rest of us on that day (and jump off the clock tower in nj/hwachong). so wait for me okay waner. i'll go with you.
cus this is not the time to dream, cus you just fall back harder, back to earth.
